Blues My Wanting Hillary Gives to Me
Voice of Steve Malinowski accompanied by Raderman's Jazz Orchestra
American Life - Madonna
Are you ever going to admit to the world that the stuff on the American Life
Cd is really from both our work in the 1970's? You told me you'd wait many years
to release the album, and you did, Madonna. Now that I've thought about it, I have to conclude that
you were trying to keep me from getting credit for my contributions.
When I put your Hung Up video on my web site, I
noticed how much that room, at the start of the video, looks like the classroom I was taking
acting lessons in last Fall, 2005. It has a mirrored wall, just like
the one my Fall classes were in. Also, that portable stereo
also reminds me of the theatre arts classrooms, where I'm going to
college. I suppose it's likely that you put that element in
your video as an allusion to me. Thank you for that, but I'm
not yet sure why you would have wanted to make an allusion to me,
Madonna. Maybe it was just a cryptic acknowledgment of the stuff I've
been saying about our background together. I believed that you
were reading my messages to you, in 2005, and I still believe it,
Madonna. What a sad story.
I was doing more
thinking on possible allusions in the titles of your latest CD,
Madonna. The combination of the CD title,
Confessions On A Dance Floor,
with the song title, Sorry, is particularly
interesting or telling. Ok, so now I conclude that you
confessed to your evilness towards me, and also said you're sorry,
Madonna. That sounds good for starters. Maybe there are other
messages in the rest of the song titles on that CD? That would
mean you are interested in me still? Maybe I'd believe that
the day hell freezes over? I'd have to see it to believe it,
Madonna. But, I don't want to seem too negative if you're sincere,
Madonna. You'll have to forgive me if I was a little slow on the uptake
about this, because I've been going through hell, and I've been busy,
Madonna.
That first confession, in episode nine, reminds me of me, many years ago,
Madonna. In 1980, I rented various weekly studio apartments.
In the one in Santa Ana, I had a bottle of scotch, and very-heavy,
cut, lead-crystal drinking glasses. I poured stiff ones into
those glasses for myself. I only lived in the Santa Ana place
for about two weeks, though. I lived in the other weekly
apartments longer-term. My favorite of all those weekly
apartments was the one in Huntington Beach. I was there for
about three months, until they raised the rates for the warm season,
Madonna. The rent went up from about $70 and something
per week, to about $97.00 per week. Way back then, that seemed
like such a big rate hike, I felt overpowered with the conclusion that
I should move. Today, $80.00 or so difference in monthly rent
wouldn't seem like such a big deal. If I had it to do over,
I'd stay there. The only problem with that place was that I
was working in Anaheim at the time, and that was a long drive full of
stop lights.
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